Thursday, August 11, 2005

.argH.

bad. worse. worst. terrible. horrible. this is my day. =(

it's frustrating when i cannot express my opnions openly in front of others. something is holding back my tongue. am i being sensitive to the people in the conversation? or maybe i need more time to gather my thoughts? why am i being so afraid here? i am the least emotional person in kns. friends always say that i am heartless and emotionless. what is happening to me? i am allowing my emotions to affect the way i think too much. it's far too much. it has gone beyond the line. i must stop it. dont let my heart rule my mind.

should i continue to hold on to the past that is fading into the background? move on, girl! that's what i have been always talking myself. it's sad to witness such an ending but... i dont know what to say. let the memories stay with me forever.

"breakaway"

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